Maybe if you knew what love was, you would recognize that the relationship you are in isn’t. He doesn’t value you and you know that yet you stick around hoping that one day he will.
Years fly by yet the two of you have yet to grow.
As lovers.
As friends.
Years fly by and you seem to still be where you first started. Back to the beginning when your thoughts were filled with mere wishful thinking with no life time commitment.
No promises of forever.
Never an “I love you.”
Just the hurtful conclusion that you’re pointless in his life.
You often let him touch you.
The way a woman lets a john touch her.
With cold hands.
And no heart.
Just lust and a burning desire to cum.
And you let him.
You close your eyes and pretend that his touch is warm. That he’s in love with you, but when you open your eyes you are back to reality.
That the man that was on top of you:
Never.
Even.
Knew.
You.
Existed.
Move On. Quickly.
Tiph
